Pearl Button
Travelling by Ear
The sounds of the bottle depot against the rising light, empty rail yard. Sissing rattle of metal carts on road’s bumpy scalp. Glassine ank of empties jostling for position as they glide on tethered wheels from trunk to depot cradle. Pickers’ stretchy yellow hands : heralds of some future reincarnation, some travel, in place if not in time.
The fire crackle of plastic bottles being compressed. Some mass grave for artefacts Coke and Pepsi. Alchemist’s furnace beginning to heat.
Car door clunk where seal meets seal. The hollowed out boot, clean again and waiting. Vaulted rumble, empty container-truck, its whale-sized doors closing against unwarranted intrusion. Some impurity of sound or subject.
Voices, human, a tidal suck and gurgle. Small pools that barely sound, silent peal hidden under the faintest ripples. Others, rocky fissures hissing an outgoing tide.
And occasionally, the small peeping call of last year’s baby seagull sitting on a lamp post at the edge of the depot. The answering food-call of the yearling crow.
A motif in the general aural composition. The phoenix tail of sound. A sign of time reaching some dimension of perfection. Arrows
burning down into the world. Young women hidden behind the hillock grasses breaking the light into green drums. Strike a glass, a bell, bronze time to keep from moving into the past.
A low roar from the southwest sky.
The tunnel rush of hammered air : a blade, sounding; edge sliced, and day
cries out :
narrow shoulders of aural flame; time gravid with itself
: a newly risen city that you’ve never heard before
Travelling by Eye
row of trees, giggling cherries that line the street
home, for a year, pink blaze belts wide blue neon
white gulls dip against their rumble
crows parade under shadow cast
pecking in, pecking out, the crow food-vault of tree roots
but not in the cherry branches, those arching regents
branch tips seed sky
blazing ephemeralities
and then, rain, late spring
flower petals hit drop pink concrete
car windows succumb, shroud of pink eyelids
drumbeat of sap, trumpet of leaves uncurling
photons, trills blast, cannon fire of molecules shatter light
falling cubes of blue, air-sliced sun
beams cannot know if the fruit will come to bear
whether the tree will make it to seed
whether the seed will fall into ground clean of conflict
clean of poison and toothed browser
of developers, digging machines and darkness
of trampling feet and the pressing death of 4-wheelers
long silence of years while the seed turns in its grave
dark, warm brown, twisted fingers, seeking teeth
seeps into the future through deepened root
through a pierced stem, and finally, tight-lipped, a red bud
Travelling by Bone
travelling in search of a muse
for living, imagine, in all its complex desires, gone
eyes silent, ears destroyed, leaving only
your kinetic sense, thump and swish of walking
not even the tactility of skin, but only
the bump, glide, click, swing of movement
your flight’s companion becomes a particular bone slither
some exact degree of slant relative to the inner-
ear’s deep knowledge of ground
skeleton articulates fossical relations
this is the click and swivel of bones articulating a walk down the hill
this is the hip arc in space-time, beat of slide, pelvic bones crest and trough
bones live in a spatial world of limited time
life length that rivals the mayfly, and again, that measure
one unit of eternity, crest and trough, iliac spine forward the ramus
and back, click slither, dip and rise, the hip speaking to the femur
this is deep magick, calcium mind
animal supervening upon type 1 collagen
death of the squirrel, the bones of a marmot listing to downhill
your impending end, world in its vertiginous
beauty, and the knowledge I was real
one joint click slither, dip and rise, ground isn’t a category of fetish
click slither dip, rise, cloud of mystical import
distant god of resistance, lift, tense, fall, turn on the wind of
musculature, lift, clench, fall, glide into the soft, sparking muscle
red fibre and blood, push tense, out and fall
foot’s ardor against the divine
strong ridged back of god
small bones against white tendons of time
rise up again and move
Travelling by Skin
having made it real, it makes us able to walk out along the map’s contour lines, following ourselves deep into the world
Before
I feel like I’m huddled under the weight of my own personality, a brown wool blanket that heats up in the rain. The world disappears and the blanket becomes it all, the peek
out to the blue, or a pink gloss of a shoe going by, or the smell
of winter jasmine, all of them vanish under the warm dank of self
To the Port
like when language is so overt, screaming
through a sound system, full brass
orchestra so much so that the rest
of the world, all the cold
water of washing at dawn
Bus to a place to Sleep
warm irritation of sand between the toes
that won’t wash off, all of them
become a penny-whistle in the balcony of that orchestra
and it takes something to be quiet
to pull the plug on the blare of self and let the world return
Unpacking
to open the roof of the house, let in the wind
so that it lifts first the blanket’s corner and something
scuttles into the wool cocoon, another sound
Mingus say, or a mouse scritching
or even an itch, like wild-rose thorns against a shin
Out at Last
for a long time you forget there is a world beyond the heated wool
damp lanolin, smell of it, you don’t move except to feel
green-branch slap across your bare thighs, still
your elbows press their advantage
and then like the mystic at the edge of the celestial sphere
something peels up the skirts of the self, and the world
patters down, fingers listing against pale winds
curled into the bosom of atmosphere
a naked back under wind’s warm hand
or that hot honey of summer sliding down
and then, there is only here, and now